Fayth Ramsey
Founder of 444
My Story…
Hi friends, my name is Fayth Ramsey and this is my heartbeat on paper.
If you don’t know me; my story hasn’t exactly been the most light and easy one to share. I’ve known grief, abuse, torment, and depression closer than I often like to admit. You’ll be able to learn more about that later in my blog posts available here.
However, in 2015 my world as I knew it came to a frantic halt when my father Bart Ramsey tragically passed away. Through my journey trying to figure out grief, I felt very alone and very afraid. You know that feeling you get when the funeral is over, and everyone goes back to their normal lives? But it’s now four years later and you still see yourself sitting in the front row staring up at the flower arrangements and big blown up picture of your loved one? Ya, hi. Welcome to grief. It never really goes away, and unless someone has experienced it first hand, they won’t exactly understand that. I feel so passionately that it is my purpose to share my life as an open book for others to read, so that they may feel less alone. I want to light up the dark corners in every broken mind, and love the most brittle and sensitive parts of every broken heart. Above all else, I want to always point the sheep back to the shepherd, for His word says that he would leave the 99 for the 1. At the end of the day, Christ is my salvation and He is the reason I am alive to share this message with you all, it is my prayer that you find refuge in His love.
That’s why we’re here.
I turned a nightmare into a dream.
I took tragedy and manifested it into a movement.
I used my pain as power.
I create so that others can feel.
This is 444, it’s a family, and issa movement.
I remember how I suffered and wandered. I remember how bitter my life was. 20 I remember it very well. My spirit is very sad deep down inside me. 21 But here is something else I remember. And it gives me hope. 22 The LORD loves us very much. So we haven't been completely destroyed. His loving concern never fails. 23 His great love is new every morning. Lord, how faithful you are! 24 I say to myself, "The LORD is everything I will ever need. So I will put my hope in him." 25 -Lamentations 3:19-25